I feel so empty.
There's a time when my soul brings me here while the mind leads me to somewhere else. It feels like they never walked the same way. I even lost sometimes. I forget about everything; where to go, what's my goal, what am I doing now, who's actually the one who stands with me, and anything else. Sometimes it feels so blurry to face this vivid lyfe. I confused myself, I love to walk the simple lyfe but I always have a complicated mind. I dunno where to spit out all of the things, so it remains kept on my mind.

Good night to this complicated mind
Please stay strong just like you used to.

Photo by /@adryantoro/ from /@alexopictures/


Every happiness that happen will be followed by thing that make us sad, cry, depressed, stress, or even give up. It's the best way that God reminds us to be grateful and always thank God for every little things. This is lyfe tho. Lyfe always spinning just like a wheel. We've always been in ups and downs since we were born.

There's always another side that unlike to looked us of having a happy lyfe. It doesn't mean that she/he envy us, but she/he just forgot to be grateful of what she/he has now. I pray to God.. Please open up her/his mind and heart (and mine too) so we wouldn't hate each other.



No need a reason to not wear black thing, even a day. Going casual and simply with a touch of my favorite piece, white sheer top as inner. If you notice that I often wear that white thing on the sleeve. It's actually a sheer top.

Sheer top /Nikicio/ | Sling bag /vramore/
Photo by /@adryantoro/ from /@alexopictures/

Went for a date with these two. Moi man and the one who brought us together again after that two years. Lol.

And this luvly laugh of his tho.. Good night!

Photo by /@ayparla/


Working together with your partner is a blessing.

My sister once told me that one of her dream is having a partner who has similar or same hobby or passion just like her. I didn't think about that back then. But when it happened to me, now I know the feeling of having that dream.
We might not having an exact hobby or passion but we still working in a same circle. That's why I tell you that it's a blessing. Be blessed by something simple, that's where the happiness and joy comes from.


To the beautiful soul I know,

It's not about being physically handsome, there's something beautiful in you that makes me fall into you each day.

The love for you grows bigger day by day.

There are so many things that I never realized or even never believed before, but it just clearly happened since I met you.

I thank God everyday because God has sent me a loving man like you.

A soul that I haven't found before.

I never asked God about what kind of -mate who will complete my soul-, I believe in God that He will send me that best -mate at the right time.

I don't know if is it too fast to say so?

But what makes me sure about this soul to complete mine is because you're purely made me sure.

We have walked the journey to find that -mate for years. I hope that this is the right time for us to finally meet.

We've finally reached this point, after getting tired and failed for some times.

To the beautiful soul I own now,

I'm sure that we met at the perfect time. I've looked for you since I knew what's the meaning of "love". Loving you and being loved by you is something I always dream of.

I'm sure you've looked for me too with your own way.

And now here we are. Thank God I found him.

Thank God it's you.



I have some male photographer's instagram accounts on my following list. And mostly, they only upload their works for the feed. But whenever they upload the portrait of their special woman, I always think that, "She must be lucky." and it's a kind of sweet thing for me. Now I know the feeling of those special women. My bf took lots of pics of me but last Sunday was the first time he uploaded my portrait on his feed. You must know how do I feel, right? Simple thing(s) always matter.

Scarf /@kinarascarves/ | Outer /HAVA/
Photo by /@adryantoro/ from /@alexopictures/



I thought that the journey of my study as a fashion student were end on this early year, but it was just a dream, I know. I still walk the journey and I'm enjoying it. Talking about what do make me survive to chase the dream as a fashion designer is them--these gurls. Yes, they are one of the reason I'm still survive up until now. I never had a good friendship thingy with girls before, so I thank God for them. They know me well since the day 1 we walked the journey together. Now we're in a step to finish this journey, working on our bachelor thesis to get the degree--S.Pd. Good luck for us, gurls! Let's take the graduation on March 2018!


And thank you Nana who just bought my favorite chocolate all the way from Malaysia. Yes, I do love this not-so-pricey chocolate since I was kid, my dad used to bought it back then. And thank God they're still exist! Good night.



I'm dreaming about having an excitement holiday. It's not impossible tho, but because of this and that, I should postponed the schedule for a holiday. So I decided to visit some places which are reachable with low cost, hahah. Like a public park, maybe?

Photo by /@atiqahamanda_/



I'm kinda miss blogging, honestly. Looking for some interesting contents from now. Capture moments and write the things more. At least once a week, maybe? Haha. Btw I just spent some hours at a coffee shop to updated this blog, making the look fresher than before. What do you think?

Photo by /@adryantoro/ from /@alexopictures/

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